[Felicia's Blog]
Within My Heart..Its Only MeA Haunted Heart
2007-08-17
I live with a haunted heart,
With every step worrying if he is right behind me,
Going to kill me.
I live with the fact,
We started something,
That was meant to break.
*this guy I have been talking about
has beat me up
I am better without him
and I have never been so happy
yet why is it
i think he is around the corner
abou to kill me?*
Why am I living some part of my life in fear now?
I never have let fear hold me back,
What is it that I do?
I Never Said
2007-07-03
I never said hello because I couldn't believe you came,
I never said goodbye because I wanted this moment to last forever,
I never kept you guessing because that isn't my game,
I never kept you waiting because I always waited for you,
I never said I like you because I am confused,
I never said I hate you because I love everything about you,
I never said I love you because I have no love to give.
Tears
2007-07-03
I close my eyes,
With your face in sight.
You wipe my tears,
And make my eyes sparkle.
You come to me with your amrs open,
Embracing my touch.
When we see each other,
You show me everything that is and isn't.
Damage
2007-07-03
The damage is already done,
No use to try to make it better,
I just hope you see it.
This damage is done for you to try,
This damage has no more feeling!
This damage that has come,
Has no turning point to fix.
This damage I come to know,
Deals with a broken heart.
My Heart
2007-07-03
My heart is a precious thing,
Which cannot be wasted,
My heart is a precious thing,
It shouldn't have to be broken,
My heart is a precious thing,
And it belongs to me.
Breakdown
2007-07-02
When we first met,
Something inside me told me to go after you,
At first, I almost regretted my decision,
But things changed and we grew together,
Increasing our love to new levels.
And now its like hell to be with you,
I'm fighting so hard and so much to be with you,
But its tearing me down.
You take everything out on me,
How am I suppose to be able to handle this?
In the way I know how,
You yell at me.
How can I be with you when all you basically do anymore is yell?
Tell me!
What am I suppose to do!?
COMMUNICATE WITH ME!!
Bruised
2007-06-28
He made the ugly turn to beauty,
He helped me to be strong when I was weak,
He stood me up when I was down,
He held my hand when there was nothing to hold,
Yet he made it rain on a clear day,
He made it dark when it was sunny,
He helped break a heart as fast as he took it,
And he still remains unbroken by the effect.
Deeply
2007-06-28
My heart,
My body,
My soul,
Can never forget you.
My heart feels for you,
My body calls for you,
My soul belongs to you.
Forever and ever,
Everything about you,
I love and can never forget.
Heart
2007-06-27
No words can explain how I feel,
Except for my heart,
I just wish you could see that!
So why don't you kill me,
Cut out my heart and keep it for a souvenir.
Maybe then you will see what has never been said,
Just maybe you will see.
Past, Present, Future
2007-06-21
For my past is mended,
When my future is still being written,
While the present has yet to unfold itself,
Leaving me with decisions to choose.
Loving Him Too Much
2007-06-21
I love him with all my heart,
Its hard to imagine to be with him,
But what if this is the time to split apart?
Its like that little saying,
Sometimes you love someone so much,
You can't just be with them.
I don't know what to do!
I love him,
I want to be with him,
But I think I am way head over heels,
I don't know if I can handle this relationship anymore!
I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!?
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